My eyes opened to a dark room. I was inside a mere closet. Nothing surrounding me but tight walls and a thin curtain. I was on top of a simple air mattress covered by thin sheets. Wrapped up in layers of sweatshirts and jackets I climbed out of my meager misshapen bed. Restin was awake and brewing a fresh pot of coffee.
I grabbed a mug and walked out onto the balcony. A seven star between my two fingers I sat looking down towards the hordes of people rushing back and forth below. Grey clouds weighed heavy in the sky, my sturdy bag sat inside waiting for me to give it life and bring it back to its rightful home. Despite this, my mind was entranced by the masses below, rushing by in cars, underneath umbrellas, dressed in coats. Nobody but me realized this was was my final day in this ephemeral country. This was no time to smile, and this was no time to mourn, my mind told me so.
I grabbed my umbrella and left my bag behind, we would reunite in a few hours, before my plane finally left at 12 midnight. I stashed a small paperback deep into my windbreaker pocket, and walked down the stairs. I became part of the rushing crowds, like a pinecone falling into the rapids.
Boarding the subway I made my way towards Harajuku, the place where my journey truly began. I traveled through shop after shop. I was submersed in the world of clothing. Surrounded by high end designers and simple thrift shops I danced back and forth between the two. Finally I came upon a shop carrying items that caught my eye. Immediately i felt irresistible attraction to every inch of fabric in the store. It was as if I had entered a universe filled with clothing that had creeped out my heart unbeknownst to me. I spent hours in the changing rooms testing every bit of clothing. With the small portion of money I had left I finally purchased a jacket I found particularly suiting my taste.
The clock began to tick faster and faster as I wandered through the crowds towards shibuya. My mind was focused on finding simple gifts to bring back to my family. My family that did not denounce me for going on this crazy adventure, my two parents that relentlessly tried their best to support me prior, my wild sister that inspired me, my aunt and uncle that helped me financially with out even realizing it. All of them deserved something befitting for the admirable contributions. They did not realize how each of their actions had impacted me so deeply, and neither did I, till I traveled thousands of miles away.
This is the point where I finally say what needs to be said, so please spare me this tiny moment. I need to thank each and every one of you that is reading this now, every person that read through my blog. I saw your support in my stats, I heard your support in my comments, and I felt your support upon my return. My gratitude for each and every one of you is infinite, without you listening I don't think I would quite understand the significance of my own journey.
Now, back to the Tokyo timeline. After acquiring everything that I needed from the shops of Shibuya (my favorite part of Tokyo) I decided that it was finally time to enjoy some authentic Japanese curry. I searched up and down each and every street, my pathway illuminated in the night by the electronic neon lights of the city. Finally after what felt like hours of meaningless walking, I wandered down a stair case into an underground curry shop.
Beneath the sea of people and the land of a thousand lights I pulled open a glass door into a curry bar. The aromatic smell of spices filled my soul with comfort. I pulled up a seat at the counter and perused the menu. Within seconds a server was standing in front of me awaiting my command. I simply asked for a beer and a #8.
As I slowly sipped my beer while awaiting my meal I felt the eyes of each and every person in the restaurant inspecting me. Their pupils pierced into my soul, I continued staring down at the flat piece of what appeared to be a rose colored slab of marble. Eventually, my mind conceded, I raised my head to look at the faces around me, a group to my left was intently keeping their eyes locked on me. I let out a brief "Kon'nichiwa" in their direction.
"American?" they blurted out in unison, the three of them.
I now evaluated their faces. It was two young Japanese men and a single women with indistinguishable traits.
"Hai" I curtly replied.
"So cool!" they exclaimed with faces that appeared to be stunned with astonishment.
I merely laughed as a plate filled with rice curry and chicken was swiftly placed in front of me. I tightly gripped my spoon and dug into the heaping pile of savory spices. After devouring my meal inch by inch I paid my bill and left, alone.
I caught the subway at around 9:30 back to Koto-ku. On the train I pulled out my paperback. 1Q84, a novel written by Haruki Murakami (my favorite author). I opened the book to the page that I had doggy-eared. It included the tale of "The Town of Cats." According to the novel it was a short story by a german author during the period between World War I and II.
The protagonist was a lone man traveling by train through Europe. When he road the train he would exit at any stop that peaked his interest and stay a few days there at whim, he spent each vacation like this.
One day he was riding the train as it traversed towards a long flowing river. As it came to the station he sensed that the town would have a large supply of fresh fish from the stream, so he decided to leave the train at the next stop. Upon exiting the train he noticed two important details: one, it was only he who exited the train, and two there was no one else at the station. He knew that the next train would not come till tomorrow morning, so he wandered through the sea of swaying green grass. In the town he realized that, much like train station, it was empty. He meandered aimlessly through each shop and restaurant to find no sign of life.
Finally he resigned himself to making bed up in the town bell tower. From the bell tower he watched the sunset, and when the sun conclusively fell below the horizon and night began to set in, numerous amounts of cats crossed over the bridge making their way into town. They filled the city with laughter and conversation. Dining in the restaurants and singing in the taverns they danced and sang in the darkness of night, their shapes illuminated by the full moon sitting in the sky. And when the sun finally rose again they all disappeared over the bridge.
Astounded, the young man climbed down from the bell tower and searched through the town once more. Still, it remained devoid of life. He grabbed a bite to eat from the leftovers in one of the restaurants and found his way back to the train station. He watched the train stop, but he did not board this time, consumed by curiosity he decided to return to the bell tower for one more night. He wanted to get to the bottom of this town ruled by the cats, how did they come to be, what sort of hierarchy did they have, did they also have some sort of religion, these sort of questions consumed him.
Once again, he watched the the sunset from the bell tower. The cats strode into town, filling all the different shops. However, this night was different, a commotion broke out beneath the bell tower."Something smells funny" one cat murmured, his nose raised in the air sniffing about. "There's some sort of human smell that's been lingering lately," another croaked. "There's not supposed to be humans here," a third cat cried out. A fourth cat croaked "You're right something has smelled different these past few days."
Upon this the cats broke out searching through the towns in groups like vigilante bands. It did not take them long to find that the smell was coming from the bell tower. The young man heard the sound of their soft paws padding up the stairs of the bell tower. Oh no, they've caught me! the young man thought.
The cats appeared to be angry, their sharp claws drawn out of their paws, they scurried up the staircase until they settled into the top of the bell tower. "That's odd," one cat exclaimed "The smell of a human is here, but there is none to be seen." As if surrendering, the cats with drew their claws and turned tail back downstairs in defeat.
He breathed a sigh of relief, but he didn't get it, either. He was literally nose-to-nose with the cats in the small space. There was no way they could have missed him. But for some reason they had not seen him. He brought his hand to his eyes and could see it perfectly well. It wasn't turned transparent. Strange. In any case, though, when morning came, he knew he should go to the station and take the next train away from this town. Staying here would've been too dangerous. His luck wouldn't last forever.
The next day, however, the morning train had not stopped at the station. He watched it pass by without slowing down. The afternoon train did the same. He could even see the engineer seated at the controls. The passengers' faces, too, were visible through the windows. But the train showed no sign of stopping. It was as though people could not see the young man waiting for a train-- or even see the station itself. Once the afternoon train disappeared down the track, the place grew quieter than ever. The sun began to sink. It was time for the cats to come. He knew he was irretrievably lost. This is no town of cats he finally realized. It is the place where he was meant to be lost. It was a place not of this world that had been prepared especially for him. And never again, for all eternity, would the train stop at this station to bring him back to his original world.
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I got off the subway at Kiba station and climbed the stairway to the surface. A single line from the story continued to linger in my mind "It was the place where he was meant to be lost." I continued walking towards the Basketball Cafe (where I was staying). Greeted by Restin and his girlfriend I stayed for one more drink. A simple blue moon. The only American beer they had in the whole bar. I left the empty bottle of my finished beer among the remains of others placed on the balcony. Boarding my final train in Tokyo, I left to the airport with no regrets in my mind.
I made all my transfers but when I finally was nearing Haneda airport I looked at the time. 12:00 my watch read. Panic began to transform my face, perspiration seeping from every pore. I asked each and every one onboard to check their phones, they all read the same.
I dashed out of the metro towards the information desks. The lights in the airport were dim, only a few desks had attendants, the airport had fallen asleep. I grabbed the phone at All Nippon Airways and called United (my airline). I was greeted by an American woman. She informed me that my flight had already left, I looked down at my watch 12:30. The lady on the other end of my line told me my ticket was non refundable and that I had to cough up 300 dollars if I wanted to get home. "Thank you for flying United." She hung up the phone. My mind was filled with terror. With no money left in my wallet, I began to think of all the possibilities for my survival.
My mind came back to "The Town of Cats." Was this the place I was meant to be lost. Tears began to pour from my eyes. I struggled with each breath that I took. Heaving and sobbing, alone. The attendant in front of me stared in dismay. She retreated to her fellow group at ANA. They were all staring at me, pointing, whispering. I was irretrievably lost.
Finally a small young woman approached me from the other side of the desk. Her hair pinned back perfectly, not a piece out of synch. Her wide dark eyes stared into mine. She opened her thin lips and calmly said "Daijogo." "It's going to be ok." She offered me a ticket on the next ANA flight leaving Tokyo directly for LA. Tomorrow, exact same time, 12 midnight. At first I could not comprehend. Then I began to sob more, water poured endlessly out of my eyes. "NO NO NO, It's going to be ok" she tried to exclaim. Finally I told her that these were not tears of sadness, these were tears of joy. I was finally going to make it home.





























